Today is Saturday... Horaay!.. Screw that shit. Yesterday was the beginning of my final year exam and let me tell you something about it. It was Account. How messed up is that!? Account is like the second hardest subject for me! Sure, unlike the first year exam, I can actually do the paper but damn! If SPM paper is like that, I'm screwed. Fortunately, I had been studying for the subject for the entire week but I would be lying if I said that I studied like mad. No, I did not. Give me a break... I can only study like for a couple of hours. My aim is not to fail on Account but at least get around 60% or 70%. I'm not a greedy girl. So anyway, back to the exam part. It was the second paper and I was halfway closing my document. I was in firm concentration that I could barely feel the heat of the afternoon!
It was almost finish. I just need to find the complete value. That, yes I emphasized on THAT! That was when something broke my concentration. The sound of blaring karaoke faintly echo throughout the class. It was stupidly annoying! Thanks to that, I had to redo everything AGAIN! Argh!, we were only give two and a half hour for the paper and I was running out of time. Suffice to say that it didn't go so well. Home wasn't too good either. I got scolded by my mum when I ask her if I could go to Danny's Open House on Saturday night. Tonight. She won't even listen to my reasons and all. Because I'm such a nice girl, I back off quietly. She didn't even discuss the matter with my dad at all. She simply making her own judgments around the house when my dad again.
Talk about abusing power. Today I had Math tuition at 8 in the morning. I didn't really minded; In fact, I was kinda looking forward to it. At least is being away from my hard-to-understand-that-your-children-is-growing-up family. Even if it's just for a couple of hours. While we were doing some math works, my teacher suddenly talk about some really cool stuff. Like Halal restaurants. I... Need to find new food joint in the near future unfortunately. After my Math tuition, I had to go to my hometown. My grandfather had an injured arm. I was happily listening to my songs in my handphone when a friend call. I was happy to receive his call since it's been ages since we last saw each other.
Of course, that was also the time when my parents want to talk to me! I seriously cannot understand them. They wanted to know about the position of the brain which I don't really know the answer. I ignore them and hope that they would respect me on the phone. But they never did. They mock me saying that one day I would care more about my friends than time. Well no shit! If they continue on treating me this way of course I would be more with my friends than you. They also said something about me growing up and my mum strongly disagree - saying that I need to study more. Damn... I'll be the one taking the exam. Not you. So why don't you back off and let me handle it my way? I don't order my sister and brother around like you do.
When I told them to do something, I said it once. I know that they will do it eventually so no point on pushing them. They're kids and kids suppose to be lazy. My final exam will last for a month and after day, school is official over. Now, most kids would scream with joy at the thought of that but not me. With school being out of commission, I am bound to be torture at home. No! Fuck-This-Shit! No! I need to think of an escape soon. Damn again. I watch Silent Hill 3 walkthrough last night. It was fun~ Then I watch Snake's Silent Hill 4 walkthrough. I laughed like crazy when he said a guy committed suicide by stabbing himself with a spoon. I laugh harder when he said by using a teaspoon. I can only imagine how long it took for the guy to die due to the blood lost.
Now it's late in the evening. My sister said that we would be going on to dinner. I immediately thought up 1000 things that could go wrong. Call me a pessimist but when you know how it's like to be me, you'll know. I don't have the mood to go out so to speak. I kept thinking about Danny's Open House tonight. How all of my classmates and friends would be there, having a great time laughing and shit while I'm stuck at a traffic jam with my short fuse dad. How exciting! Not! Ever since they call me ugly, my... Leash that they hold are starting to break free. How ironic. They chain me up so I will behave but because of them that the chains are breaking apart...
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