The last day of form 4... I SOOOO DON'T WANT TO ENTER FORM 5!

Today is Friday. But not just ANY Friday. Oh no, today marked the last day of form 4 for me and my friends. I so hate it... But whinning won't change a damn thing! I gotta admit though. Today was a little boring but at least I got to see my friends. Some of them at least. Oh! Forget about something; I'm also EXTREMELY happy that Rezkika have forgiven me! I guess she finally realize her mistake.

I also took the oppertunity to to snap some pictures to honour the last day of school. Before my long break in hell... Oops, sorry, I mean holidays. Back to topic! I snaps some random pics from today. Here are the few....

So yeah... Not to be vain but I thing I look pretty good in the pic with Rachel. Lol. I think there are some good changes that had happen to my face. I'm very pleased with it....

Everyday... I feel a step closer to becoming Lelouch Vi Britannia

Lelouch Vi Britannia. The hero in Code Geass. It's hard to believe that he's the hero because he control the world with an iron fist which later, in the final episode, his secrets is release: He intentionally wanted the world to hate him, focusing all the hatred on him so he plan his death in Suzaku's hands, ordering him to wear his Zero mask and thus, the Zero Requiem is born. The world has finally obtain peace thanks to the Zero Requiem and the truth are only known by Suzaku, Nunnally and Kallen. He sacrifice himself so that there would be a better tomorrow for C.C and his love ones...


Now, I'm not even close to him. I don't have his brains, his charisma or even his Geass. But the hatred focusing on him... Now that's a yes. I don't mind if everyone hated me. There's a lot to hate about me. That's why I didn't blame my friend, Rezkika for hating me. It was my fault. I think. I don't even sure. Though I have to admit... I still feel that pang of guilt. Diyanah advise me to leave her alone; Sooner or later she will understand. It just go to show that no matter how hard you try to take care of other people's feelings, they will always ignorant about yours. Is it my fault that I try so hard to balance my temper with kindness? I forgot that use to be solo. It's not that I'm Emo or anything... People just won't understand me...


School day is almost over. As the year about to end, I feel like I'm separating from my friends intentionally. Am I changing? I don't know... Actually, I'm getting sick of being Daddy's nice girl for so long. It's different went you go out with your friends and your family. With your friends, you don't need to hold back. You can laugh all you want and talk shit. With parents... All you can do is listen to them talking about exams, bills, works and your future. Where's the fun in that!? I'm tired to even reply them... Thank god I got Heidi to reply them for me. Great... Now I don't feel like saying anything... Have a good day!... I know I won't...