So I'm what now? 17? Shit mean nothing to me... It's the same as any other age. Only I notice that this year is much of a hassle for me. This to the point that I rather be at school than at home. Recent amazing discovery! Apparently I am consider selfish for only think about me! Well, duh! I know what selfish means damnit! What? You think I'm a 5 year old kid!? I rather be a toddler than taking the SPM! So this is what my parents said to me: I'm a selfish brat, Heidi is MUCH a better person than I am and San is just... San. Now let me ask you something dear readers... Is worrying about the most horrendous exam is selfish? Is it selfish that you daze about how the hell are suppose to complete your Math homeworks when you're having dinner with your family?
Yeah... I don't give a SHIT about this! I got more things to worry about than you labeling me as SELFISH! Hey are you the one who is taking the exam? FUCK NO! So shut up and get out of me way already! It's bad enough that you gave me a daily schedule that I had to follow but why the love of fuck must you constantly change the motherfuckin' thing every fuckin' week!? Do you have the impression that my brain is super computer or something!? Yes I will study but goddamint! Stop bothering me already! I could LITERALLY see me hatred/wrath metre rising if you don't shut up!
Yes, better run before I will do the same thing to your eye like in the picture! On the rare occasion that when I'm seriously pissed beyond comprehension I will not feel any guilt, any remorse, any sadness if I release my anger. And who knows if I might end up in the mental ward. This is why my motto in life is 'Being a Psycho is better than being Normal' I just had ENOUGH dealing with normality! Hell, I rather be like the girl in this pic than being normal!
At least her life is fun! So what? At least she won't have to face reality... I found a few Gothic songs that I gotta recommend to Rachel! It's Escape the Fate - It's just me and City of Sin. Oh! And also Falling in Reverse - I'm not a vampire. Morbid songs for the win! XD Get this, earlier today I had lunch at Mahkota Parade at Melala obviously. OK, I was piss of before but now I even more piss! WHY? Because there was a shit lot of people! What the fuck? How am I suppose to have my meal now faggots!? Argh! It also does not help that my dad suddenly gone into PMS mode. What the fuck is his problem!?
As for those 'crowds', I have half in mind to took out my tonfa and box weapons like this guy;
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| Damnit it Hibari! Stop making me melt already! |
| Good God... I don't wanna mess with this guy... |
Yes monsters, I'm talking about Hibari Kyoya. Me and him share one similar trait: CROWDS. I wish I could bite them to death. Lol, just beat every random innocent human in my path with a pair of tonfa. Actually... I can imagine that happening XD Alright, so, I gotta play Badminton now with my family. Great... Maybe I could bite them to death...

