So a new year, I got into college, I'm fully 18 now but nothing really change. Well, not that I'm aware off but... Meh. So let me talk about my college life. To sum it all up - it's damn scary and tiring! I mean, I don't wanna whine or bitch but it's pressuring me a little. The students there are all super smart, the lecturers all wanted us to be technology whizs (Which I'm really retarded at that) and I still haven't memorized all of my classes. I seriously feel totally inferior compare to these guys but then again, this is only the first semester... maybe I'll be slightly more comfortable after a few months... I seriously hope so. Apart from that, there's some sort of test coming up next week - I mean, everyone else is having the holiday off but I gotta go to school (Along with those who attend private college) but I'm not entirely complaining. Hey, at least I won't have to go around people house for Raya... It's Sunday today by the way... I also found a few friends but I'm not really close to them but I enjoy their company none the less.
I also have to wake up really early since my class is in the morning and I have to drive there myself to boot! But I think I gotta hang in there! It wasn't so tough like earlier~ So I guess I just have to practice more often.
So that's enough about the boring shit!
So I'm officially 18! Albeit my birthday pass very uneventfully (Not that I expected much although I was very UPSET that my family had to Whatapps me since they forgot about it! I gotta the Darkness as a compensation though...) My credit card will arrive soon but God's know when! I'm not really looking forward to it though... I live a rather 'you don't fuck with me then I won't fuck with you' kinda life, you know. Honestly? Being 18 doesn't really affect me. I'm still the same temperamental, psychotic and dark girl.
In between homeworks and classes, I find it a hard time to write my stories and even draws nevermind playing my PS3! Gosh this is so unfair! I could manage to squeeze sometime in the weekends for some 'Shaiha happy happy fun time!' and even then it's only for a few hours! Urgh! If this keeps up then I would truly go crazy!
Speaking of my stories, I recently begin writing Final Fantasy VII fanfics! Recently I'm really into that shit - and yeah, I know, it's a really old game but that game is a stuff of legend! It's the best of the best of all Final Fantasy games! Plus, Dirge of Cerberus and Crisis Core is truly a masterpiece of its own! Gah, I absolutely love them! And the movie - Advent Children! Good God! It's AMAZING!
Needlessly to say, you can understand why I hook up with this much awesomeness as soon as I laid my eyes on it! The first fanfic I wrote about FFVII is call You Either Die a Hero's Death or Live Long Enough to be a Villain. Yeah, long as tittle I know but it made perfect sense, trust me. It's a time-travelling fic and SZAGC pairing. I post the story in Fanfiction along the rest of my other fics but I'm currently planning to post it Archive our Own or A03 (Courtesy of an invitation from my friend Widad from College XD). Though the story is in progress... Err, I kinda want to start another one. This new one I'm planning is based on an art I came across in Devianrt - It's about Dissidia and I think if I have the time and also the motivation, then I would try to made it or not this while die as a plot bunny! XD
I also been making my own original story and I have been really invest a lot of time and info on the characters, plot and environment! But alas, time is not on my side... THIS IS TOTALLY UNFAIR!!!
Well, now I'm tired and pissed.... Man, maybe I shouldn't have slept at 4 in the morning last night... This Queen is retiring for today... See ya around..
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